Friday, August 12, 2011

The Reason : Hoobastank

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I want to be a different me.
I wish I could forget what happened.
I wish I could believe i am his reason to change.

Monday, August 8, 2011

skin

oh he's under my skin
just give me something to get rid of him

he used me again. its been a few weeks and he still hasn't talked to me. he told me he would. why is it that no matter what happens he can always have me. i wish there was some magic way to make it so i would not love him. so i could forget that when he looks at me he warms me from head to toe. that when he lightly takes my hand i melt into an immediate puddle of the person i am. and most of all i wish i could forget that his kisses reach into my soul and capture it for hours.

i wish i had someone to talk to about him. friends say i told you so. mom gives me that look. i wish she was still around to talk to. she was the only one i could call and cry or talk for hours. its hard to not have a support system.

oh he's under my skin