Wondering

I couldn't sleep last night because I was thinking of her.



The moon last night was big and bright. The face was there. The face in the moon that smiles down at me from time to time. I like to think its her. Her checking down on me to make sure I'm okay.



Okay?!? How would I be okay? I miss you everyday. You were the one who would wipe my tears and calm me down. But now your gone.

I hope that she looks down on me and realizes how much she meant to me. How much it meant to me that she was in my life.

So I was wondering... when someone dies is there always someone that feels like I feel? Is there always someone who feels as if life as they know it is over? And if there isn't why? Why isn't there someone for everyone? There should be. Everyone should have someone to miss them so much it hurts to think about it. That it hurts to breath on the day that it happened. That person can be anyone. A child, a parent, a grandparent, a friend, a spouse, a significant other or maybe even an aquatence. Every ones life should impact another persons so that they have someone to feel as though life is over when they die.

I hope I will have someone. Is that selfish? Isn't it better to be selfish than to not want anyone to care your gone?

Well anyway. The moon was amazing and I was just wondering about these things. Does anyone understand where I'm coming from?