Sitting here tonight, watching the Sex and the City movie for the millionth time, I became a little sad because I realized that this summer I not only lost two very best friends, but I also lost the smiles. Smiles that were brought on from the fabulous memories that now bring me to the verge of tears.
I cant even recall the reason the fight began all I remember is breaking down in the middle of Target because my 13 year friendships had ended. The tall one was my guide and the short one was my ruler. With them any question I had could be answered, every problem could be solved, and no matter what in the end I had them. Having them both ripped from me nearly broke me, but I had my soul. My soul has been with me no matter what, she knows all my truths and faults and how to solve a problem like Maria.
Its friends like her that make me know that the sadness i feel at times when i watch movies such as Sex and the City, or see my mom with her girls, will go away because she'll always be there. It makes me hope that everyone in the world has that one friend they know that no matter what they will be there. That no matter how long its been or what the fight was about its over as soon as a tearful call is made or a week goes by. So that's my wish that everyone finds or keeps that one person close to their heart as long as possible.
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