Monday, February 14, 2011

Love

Today is valentines day and i cant help but think about old loves and he popped up instantly. Why does he stay in my mind when all I want is for him to leave and never come back?

Is it because all I really want is for things to be different? For it to have worked out this last try? For him to see that I was there for it all, the being kicked out, the loss, the smiles, the laughter. I was there, with him every step of the way.

So I guess what I am really wondering is: Did I ever take anyone for granted like he did? And if he realizes what he did, will I take another chance? Am I really that cruel to myself? Will the bleeding stop if he realizes?

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